Pantoum #1

My heart is hurting, needs to break,
So I may carry forth the day,
Rip myself from emotion's sway,
Stop being so sad, for God's sake.

So I may carry forth the day,
Wear a smile, even if it's fake,
Stop being so sad, for God's sake,
And throw myself into the fray.

Wear a smile, even if it's fake,
The time's come and gone for delay,
Must throw myself into the fray,
Or throw myself into the lake.

The time's come and gone for delay,
Admit that this was all mistake,
Or throw myself into the lake,
and push the pain of life away.

Admit that this was all mistake,
Rip myself from emotion's sway,
and push the pain of life away,
My heart is hurting, needs to break.