I realized that I am
lonely here today. Well actually I knew this all along I just didn't care. But now I want a boy to:
-make peanut butter sandiwches with at midnight
-crawl into bed with in the late afternoon just to sleep
-laugh at stupid magazine articles with
-look pretty for
-walk to class with
-call from a payphone just to see how his day went
-write a letter to, snail mail style,
-not study with
-eat gummy bears with
-think about instead of falling asleep in lecture
-call me. I never get phone calls
-email me. I never get emails either
-buy me a flower. Just one
-think my affinity for math is, cute
-make me tea when I'm sick, because he is not afraid
-think I'm beautiful. Even when I'm screaming at him
-never make me want to scream at him
-snuggle with on a rainy morning. We have alot of those here
-be the first thing I smell when I wake up. He has to smell good!
-be the last thing I touch when I fall asleep
-not ditch class to hang out with me. School is more important
-want to read my online journal. Every single entry.
-is ok with me being crazy
The list is endless, but I dont want to take up the entire E2 database so I'm going to stop now. I miss...