melancholy \Mel"an*chol*y\, n.
1. Affected with or marked by
depression of the spirits;
gloom: "There is melancholy in the wind and sorrow in the grass." (
Charles Kuralt)
2.
Pensive meditation; serious thoughtfulness. "Hail, divinest Melancholy!" (
Milton)
...
Come home soon, Jes.
I love you.