up and down and back again
I've had enough of it here.
I wanna go home. This place wears you down. Everyone is tired. Everyone is sick of
frantic socialising every night. Tonight will be even worse, but thats OK because its our last night. One last night of
total debauchery and then home.
Even that inspires a little
trepidation in me. Do I actually have a
home? Or is it just that
place where I live? This exhausting little sojourn away from
my life has made it all distant. I was
not very happy in that life when I was there
3 weeks ago.
what am I going back to?. Will I be as miserable as I was before?. I can't tell.
Everything is so far away.
Yesterday I got a nibble from a
funky little LA based technology firm. I sent them my
cv a couple of weeks ago
just for the hell of it. They want to talk to me before I leave the states if possible. I let them know my
itinerary and the fact that I will be in LA on Saturday.
I am waiting to hear back. What am I going to do if they are interested? I had made my decision
dammit. I had told
Object that I would work for them in
Melbourne. I had decided to turn down
Logica's offer and I had notified
AC of my intentions....
Now What?. I havent signed anything - this could be a
really good opportunity - should I
change my mind?.
please someone tell me what to do.
These days I wish someone else would take responsibility for my life.
who am I?
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