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And the sad thing is, I know what's going to kill me

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(idea) by Xia (6.8 y) (print)   ?   I like it! Wed Nov 01 2000 at 11:01:51

I have had two vivid dreams of my own death. In both of them I was shot at close range in the chest with a rifle. I am not saying that they were precognitive, because I tend toward skepticism about those sort of things. However, these dreams made me think about IF I should die from a gunshot to the chest, I will probably be much calmer when it happens, having subconsciously rehearsed it. So, in a way, I almost hope that this will be how I die. I hate suprises.

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